time

so many thoughts...
run through my head...
in the last month...
so many things done...
still not enough said....
im seeing red...
feeling beyond dead....
lifeless like a robot...
that has mal functioned...
everything i've felt seems like an assumption...
too you...
its funny how..
one expects u too react...
before reviewing all the facts...
maybe i Shouldn have cut u no slack...
blinded by love that's a fact...
in a matter of something that u claim u do....
but for so long was lacked...
now i sit back with no contraction...
or contradiction....
just wishing for some accommodation....
consideration from my fare warning of my needs...
which u choose not to conceive...
so where does that leave...
me....
in the hell inside my brain...
slowly going insane....
i know that's what u want secretly...
i hope u enjoy Ur success....
while i cry tears from my soul....
and search for what makes me whole again