lol

real lust..
trust...
i just had an epiphany...
with that....
my heads gonna combust...
inside i slowly but surly rust...
what is it really...
when is enough enough...
my exterior quite tough..
but not as rough
as it may seem...
head full a dreams...
i seen and heard this one before..
so ready to close that door...
and reach new heights...
tired of being siked...
too close to being iked..
irked by the fact of know..
but not fully...
trying to go wit my gut...
but whats really what...
whats really truly waiting ...
for me me to come through...
is it real love...
or im just waiting...
to be dissappointed again...