Time will tell

Where this came from,
Im not sure,
But its hard because,
Cause more and more,
Everday,
Everthing,
Signs,
Songs,
Coming on,
So strong,
Even when Im
Not,
I am,
Mesmerized,

Being where,
I am is hard,
Cause Ive been,
Hunted,
And
Tunted by things,
That cant change,
Wanting to be in a diffrent
Frame,

Feeling
Outside of myself,
But not somebody eles,

Not wanting to hurt,
But wanting happiness
Finding,
But never
When....
Living,
But never knowing
But still knowing,
In this short time,
Wanting so much,
Pain from...
Past has
Past...
But...
Time will tell
Whats missing
Forreal..