Prob or Solution?

Internally
Goin
Into
A place where
I
Have no control,
Love,
Has gone,
To a place,
Beyond,
Wishing,
Hoping,
Dreaming..(likereally)
Dreaming that,
I was the
One that
YOU called apon,
In your time,
Of distress,
Urning to be,
More then JUS..
Not sure if you beileve
Or feel the magnetic
Charge..
Knowing its more..
Feeling it more..
Then I can even control..
Tryin to let go,

But
I am in something,
That I cant seem to shake,
But was it all a mistake?
Wanting to be apart of the solution and not the prob!