up late

Too many options...
Not enough choices..
Inside my head i here voices..
But not one of reason...
The seasons about to change..
But will all those options...
Be a factor after...
Will everything remain the same...
Wishing i new the outcome..
Before hand..
Wish i had a plan..
For all the pain..
I feel that imma bout to endure..
Like a revolving door...
I explore life on both sides..
Hoping to find my guide...