half way..

so many signs..
it clear too see...
but something..
is keeping me from
me...
mind racing..
trying to catch up wit parts..
of my hearts...
feels like i have more then one..a old..and a new..
that is slowly rising..
like the sun..
but clouded by the old...
tryin to shine through..
but its stuck..
like thee alaska dusk..

i must try to find my way through but for now my heart will shine half way through