...Ok so

I guess when u don lie
Everything seems suspisous
Conspicuously....
Nothing seems true enough
Im am all on actions
Words mean nothing to me
I don't hear i feel...
My gut tells me
What and what's not
Real...
Tired of being reeled
As if i orbit...
Tired of the
Bullshit...
And trying to
Understand it..
Commanded
From the start...
In the mist of it
Something fell short..
Still tryin to sort
Between life
Trying to stay stong...
Beginning to again feel weak...
Unexplainably meek...
Trying hard to reach
In me and seek...
So badly i want peace....
Why can't it just be seen...
Love and understand....
Less then demanding...
Bringing nothing but
Hugs and kisses..
Trying to be Ur
Mrs..
But i always seem to hit
And miss...
Not even a kiss...
Trying to find
Our bliss..
Enough of this..
I can't do it alone...
Certain things should
Already be set in stone..
Feeling....a
Lone me some
Mercy...
Show a lil compassion...
Why does it seem like...
Im asking for ...
A star from the sky...
To be by my eye....
To never cry...
Just to be safe by
Yourside....
Continue to reside..
And love me beyond the sky....
It seems so hard..
Why..?