too consture?

So whats it gonna be
Understanding thee
Through the days
Tryin to see clearly
But through the snow
It aint easy
So breezy
Trying to break through
The wind
So cold yet meek
Seeking what seems
To be a never ending
Mystery
Finding a new
Sexuality
But not
Sexually
Sensually
Nothing making
Sense to me
Try to explain verbally
But nothing seems
To come to me
Slowly but surely
Coming into me
But what I see is not
Clearly what I am use
Too so what am I too
Do..who what have knew

Striving to construe