Speaking

Speaking

I am afraid
Of What?
This pressure
That is constantly
Building up
To release
Is not a choice
Nothing can be done
Its done
All that can be
Left alone
Is all I want to
Be
Forced to go on
Without
Have to though
If not
Hurt is the only thing
That I am guaranteed
And a heart full of
What ifs
Sucha euphoric
Feeling when released
So I have heard but
Then again somethings
Arent ment for me
So slowly
I have too
Wean
Myself
From the bounds of is
Force
For it will never be forgotten
Hoping that it build again.