Tryin

To understand,
Where I am,
Two steps foward,
Ten to the back,
This cycle,
On the bicycle,
Ridin,
And riding,
Tryin not to,
Too,
Die on the inside,
My heart is getting
So tired,
Love requires,
More then I thought,
To much to prove,
But less to loose,
To demanding,
But never understanding,
Or even deamandingly,
Useful,
Full of shit,
Unessecary,
Confrontation,
But not even confronting,
Finding through,
Ways of life,
TRYIN
And not getting,
Anywear,
Stoppin and staring,
Looking everywhere,
An,
No ones there,
Maybe thats a lie,
But never can they,
Really say what lies,
Underneth my skin,
To the peaks of my,
Soul or what makes me,
Whole,
Or what song my heart,
Beats to..
TRYIN
To be the best me,
I can be,
Stronger then,
Thee,
Not purposely,
But thats me,
See the knowledge,
Of me is unknow,
In that way,
My struggles are,
What makes me,
Who I be,
Uncontrolablly,
Being only,
S.A.M.E,
Flexible true,
But only if its,
Two,
Otherwise,
Its back to the usual,
Confused Iknow,
TRYIN,
No liein
Cryin
Or
Subsidin,
No
More

I wont give
IN..