....w.t.f.e.o.t.b.

feeling alone..
transulent...
like a ghost...
covinced that no matter...
what i post...
one will boost
my words...
are read like...
ect....
nothing seems to get...
too its destination... love is in heavy...
rotation...
but its fading escping...
loosing its touch...
why must it be me...
that is the thee..
why cant it be she...
fuck that we...
i cant see ...don wanna...
bout start a new genre...
that only suits those with sense...
common...cause that shit is sick...
can give what i don have...
im tired of being sad....
im not over it i wont be...
but how so quickly...
ur over me...
but im wrong...
sounds like a contidictive
love song...

listen

i hope this is loud and clear...
for EVERYONE to hear...
i know my words...
are sometime full of trickary...
plenty of metephors...
and broken similes...
but i need SOMEONE...
to open there ears...
let go of ur fears and just
for once FUCKING hear...
the words that i write so fercily...
now listen close and hear me...
i am human..
i have flaws...
but why once thats shown...
everything is put on pause...
with no reguard...
i began to applaude...
because it seems like a play...
same script diffent cast..
another dollar another day...
don come to me wit no problems..
if u aint got solution...
with out one it is still a problem...
i aint dumb...
it may seem that way...
cause like child...
pictures are all u see...
when the MOTHERFUCKIN...
nouns and verbs are infront of thee..
i see the thing u dont want me to see...
and slowly but surly i just let it be...
stop underestaimating my abilities...
because my heart it is on my sleeve...
please recieve that i can give...
plz understand that i do understand...
and ill be damned...
but whats demanded...
has no basis...
its like those pictures wit nofaces...
im not sure what the case is...
but bothsides are dismissed...
no longer looking for love or bliss..
not looking for ish...
souls have been shown...
spots have been blown..
sitting here alone....
trying to explain..
why my pain had turned intoanger fustration and hurt...
hopless nothingness..
like ive been thrown in the dirt...
both love and bliss let me down..
the sight is blurry...
and muffled is the sound...
my insides feel like they have been thrown around...
a sight if u want sore eyes...
the funny part of it all...
none of these feeling are not a surprise..
just a cycle in time...
and if people would leave methe FUCK alone...
stop feeding me dreams...
i would be fine

pissed

im writing this...
cause im pissed...
tired of being tricked...
and laughed at when no ones looking...
why do i let others...
continue to define who i am...
pissed because i believe u...
but better then me...
ur sneaky too...
pissed because love...
is so distant from my being...
pissed because u know my heart...
and u tip toe on it...
with the knuckles of ur feet..
pissed because i work harder then a ant...
and it aint enough...
pissed...pissed...just so fucking pissed..