Competition.....?

When....

Just when will it be...

My time to shine...

In your eyes...

Obviously not enough...

Or is it just that tough..

To choose...

Bettween..

Mabey not choose..

But amuse me...

Show me...

That I am worthy...

Of that much....

...Jus....

...Think...

About us...

And we....

How we use to be..

You and me...

Together...

Like the fuzz..

To the leaves...

That hang on..

Our special trees..

That we share together..

So constantly...

But still I feel..

Like I am in a.....

COMPETITION....

Feelings

Its something,
I just don know,
I something that..
Thats missing from my life,
I wake up everymorning,
Feelin ready to take on the world,
But by nightfall,
I dont recall,
Those feelings,
The ones that give me,
The encouragement,
That I urn for,
I look to my left,
Then again to the right,
Nothings there,
Jus me,
Nothing there to see,
All the pain,
How so often I go insane,
Nothing but tears,
To feel,
All the things,
I dont want to say,
Or to read my face,
Without disgrace,
I jus dont know,
How to feel,
Anymore........