SOOO

So many things to say, so many emotions to go through, so many things to accomplish, so many reasons to be angry, So many reason to smile, so many thoughts, so many things that need to be taught, So many memories, So full of sorrow, so many lifes, too many deaths, So much confusion, so full of delusions, so many people, So little love, So is life.....

EEE

You never know someone,
Until they are staring you in your face,
But is that true,
You are not the one,
To know me,
Life this,
Or on a tree,
Not understand how,
This could be,
But i see you,
And i know,
That desire,
That burns,
and concerns,
Who you are and how we,
Act as human beings...

Overwhelmed by you,

Overwhelming is what you are,

I am so overwhelmed....

Out of touch,

With life,

But in a world,

That is,

Overwhelming,

Saying to much,

Tryin not to slip up,

But too caught up,

In you,

You are so,

Overwhelming,

Too me,

Talking to you,

Is like talking to a,

Celebrity,

So mind-boggling,

You can be,

Its kinda scary,

Cause I feel like,

No matter,

Who is in my conner,

You will always be,

The most,

Overwhelming to me,

I am not sure,

What it is that you do,

Or say,

But your,

Overwhelming to me,

To the point where sometime,

I cant breath,

And loose sleep,

Thinking of you,

I am soooooooo................................

Overwhelmed by you,

But I know its one sided,

I try so hard to hide it,

But you.....

You just have a way,

Of makin me,

Overwhelmed by your,

Ora,

Your love,

Your courage,

Your streanth,

Your being,

Your flaws,

Your cause,

Your ups

Your downs,

Your lies

And

Your truths

I am Overwhelmingly,Overwhelmed by you.....

TH

That feeling is back again,

Those butterflies,

That silly look,

The thought that you know,

That they know what your thinkin,

The need to wanna talk,

The want to be in your ear,

The anxiousness of your next move,

That understanding,

That no one understands,

The urgency for your approval,

The curiousness of how much,

They really care,

The phonyness of your actions,

That mean more,

Then what you say

That feeling is back and Im ok wit dat.

Back

I couldn believe,
That you actually,
Came to me,
Confessed,
About all the stress,
I cant be mad,
Nor can I jus,
Let you go,
Its funny cause I had a speech,
Prepared and all,
How I was gonna tell you off,
But when I hear you,
Say that first hello,
All I thought was,
Yo,
I was speechless to,
You as usual,
So many things I wanted,
To scream,
So many things,
I wanted to yell,
My brain was telling,
You to go to Hell,
But then it was you,
The imfamous you,
I couldnt just do that,
To you not my,
Hommy,
Not my,
Boo,
I know how if feels,
To feel that empty,
Space,
That no one can seem to replace,
So I am not gonna make that mistake......

E ED

I lovE you,
You lovED me,
Thats not how,
Its suppose to be,
You and me,
Thick as theives,
In our own world,
Was you and me,
Deeper then a friendship,
But not "lovers",
Something I never understood,
But inside you always,
Lyed a mystery,
Never would a know,
But it was cool though,
Never I thought or could imagin you,
Abandoning We,
What we had was,
True bliss,
And what a I wouldnt give,
For jus on incline,
That you cared,
That you would always be there.
So now that the we,
Has turned into me,
I shall live...
But never will I forget,
Who you were and what,
We once were....
Because I lovE you...
And obviously you lovED me....

Jus Plz Let Me

Let me,

Jus plz let me,

Show you,

What it is to be happy,

We dont gotta sex,

Just give me all,

Your distress,

And you rest,

Take a load off ,

Your brain,

Let me go insane,

For you,

Jus plz let me,

Wrap my arms,

Around you,

Release you pain,

And sorrow,

To me,

Jus plz let mee,

Kiss your lips,

And take,

Away alll,

Those tears you,

Cried,

For all those,

Times you,

Tried,

Jus plz let me,

Lay by your,

Side,

So all the,

Heartache,

And seclution,

That you know,

Too well will become,

A thing of the,

Past.

Jus plz let me.......

You got me thinkin

Damn girl you got me thinkin,

Thinkin and wondering,

Thinking and wondering and pondering,

About your being,

Everything with you is like and unsolved mystery,

And that is soo intreging to me,

Damn girl you got me thinkin,

What it would be like if it were you and I,

Were a we and how far we would go,

Jus where would we be,

Damn girl you got me thinkin,

Wondering,

Pondering,

About you,

This shit aint right,

Don know what im bout to do,

But for now,

Im still Think, Wondering, and Pondering about U.....

If You Only Knew

What you do to me when I see you,

How you make me feel,

When I see you,

Oh girl if you only knew

How fast my heart beats,

When you near me,

How sweaty my palms,

React to your touch,

How I know,

That I shouldnt feel this,

But mmmm if you only knew,

How I really feel bout,

You,

How you make me smile,

When I know you are,

In my presence,

But I know yes I do..

That its better this way

Cause if you only knew.......

Today

What a day it was today

I got some accomplished but,

It still dosent make me feel complete,

I feel like I have accoplished something,

But not too much of anything,

Its hard not to praise yourself,

For the good when there was soooo much,

Jusss sooo much that I could have done,

To make things much easier,

If only I could turn back the hands of time,

But would that really change what the outcome,

Of who I am,?

Today was one of those days,

That reminded me of everything that I wasnt,

Everything that I should have been?

Or could have been?

Or is it that I have not accomplished...

Everything they wanted me too,

Be...

But today.......

Me IN You

When I look into your eyes I see more,

More then what you think,

I see the hurt,

The pain,

The sorrow,

I see me a long time ago,

When I look into your eyes,

I feel,

Feel like I have been there before,

Sang that song,

Cried those trears,

Felt those fears,

When I look away,

I think,

Think of me,

And how once I was there,

Then I look at you,

Now it becomes harder,

Because I remeber how hard it was,

To be me,

But then I smile and see

That being me is what made me,

And I know that being you will be just fine too.

Memories

I rember when,

I could look into your,

Eyes and see the future,

When I couldnt wait,

To see your face,

When love was enough,

To keep you by my side,

When your touch could,

Solve every problem,

When the sound of your voice,

Sent shivers down my spine,

I remeber when I was,

All yours and you were all mine,

When you would kiss,

The tears off my face,

When I felt so safe

In your embrace,

When happiness was in every,

Breath I took,

When I was your King,

And your were my Queen,

I remeber when you and me were WE.

People

I love when people think,

And wonder,

And hope,

And dream,

I love the laughter of people,

And their smiles,

And there need for love,

And there need for attention,

I just love humanity.......

Wow

You are sooo funny,

You think u slick,
But trust it boo I know that trick,
So ill play your lil game,
Cause its entertaing to me,
Just to see ur reaction,

Is like a big treat,

So dont try to play,
As if i dont know,
I might be a lot of things,
But got dammit Im aint slow,
Although its not that deep,
Its still there and I can see,
The curiosity,
That lives in you,

And I wont lie,

A lil inside of me,

But as far as I see,
Well at least for me,

Curiosity is all it is,

And will be